Oh it's the 25th of October 2009, Sunday. Why?

WHAT!!! SUNDAY? 25TH?

That means another 2 weeks till actual school holidays. I thought school was over till next year!!!! ARRGH! Can you feel my fustration?
2 weeks IS A LONG LONG TIME.

There's one last exam till freedom. HAHA! No one can bug me for a while to move my butt and start studying anymore!!MuuaaaHAHAHAHAA~! YAY YAY YAAAYYYY!!! I AM SO HAPPY :)

Today was a great great day~
I woke up, ate a breakfast of CocoCrunch and Milk. Brought my doggies to the groomer's , sent my baby brothers to school, went to popular to get something special and had luch and spent my time at the library were I saw my friend, picked my brothers up AND DID IT ALL WITH MY MUM! ~heartHeart  :)

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY !!!!

Breakthrough

Wonder what it means...

By the dictionary:

http://dictionary.reference.com :

break⋅through

Noun
#1   a military movement or advance all the way through and beyond an enemy's front-line defense.

#2   an act or instance of removing or surpassing an obstruction or restriction; the overcoming of a stalemate:

The president reported a breakthrough in the     

treaty negotiations.

#3   any significant or sudden advance, development, achievement, or increase, as in scientific knowledge or diplomacy, that removes a barrier to progress:

The jet engine was a major breakthrough in air transport.

Adjective
#4   constituting a breakthrough: engineered with breakthrough technology; Critics called it a breakthrough film.

Know what? I don't really like the way the dictionary sometimes gives a meaning to a word, there's no insight just mainly on the surface.

And it's all on science and military advancement. Why doesn't the dictionary say something like

"A occasion where one achieves above the average that of his own."                                                                                                                                                              Or                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     

"When a group goes through hardship together and emerges victorious" ?

Breakthroughs means (to me)  as the above.

Everyone has disabilities (what we might be doing is wrong [not referring to anything in particular] but we may not know it's wrong or think it's right.) regardless of what they are. What we all need is a solution to overcome that disability. That's where breakthrough comes in, to go through hardship and emerge victorious. What then is our solution? A pageful of notes? or A Heartful of desire?
Desire?? Desire for what? Desire for God, Desire for a breakthrough. Disability refers to? Anything ( Big or small ).

By reversing our disability, we'd have overcome them. We'd been able to have a big enough desire to overcome our disability.

My breakthrough will not  begin until my desire becomes bigger than my disabiltiy.

You are looking at this successful person. (When I say successful I don't mean that he has this well-known company and billions of dollars in his bank, What I mean is a person who is happy, has a decent job, wonderful life :) With Christ, of course.)
So, You are looking at this successful person and you think ' Wow this guy is so happy and all, I bet his life was perfect! ' Then you get to know him better, and you find that his past isn't so pretty as his 'present. His parents got divorced, twice, then had him, then divorced. His family was based on biasness, though he was on the good end, he didn't like the way his mother treated his sisters anwould do his best to help him. His sisters came to resent him even more thinkin that he wants to be a goody two shoes. Etc. etc, probably had crappy school life too. Then you ask him, " Why, mister, your past is so crappy, what's your secret? " He laughs at you and says " Whatever happened to me before, it is not enough to bring me down from what I've become today. It is my desire for a breakthrough that brought me here today. 'Cause a long long time ago, someone told me ' Breakthrough really dosen't happen in one giant leap. It usually (as in ALWAYS) begins with baby steps. "

WOW! I made that up :) I felt inspired.

The School's given the Sec 4G,H,I a Study Break. What Irony. Don't you agree? It clearly states " Study BREAK " So it's meaning would be to actually have a break from studying. However, it's actual purpose is to spend that free break to Study. Irony? I believe so. Hiazz.

Just now something wonderful happened. I asked my Mother if I could go out on Tuesday and Wednesday for something but at first she said no. Then i went to my room to start studying but then instead I prayed and I wrote it down as I was praying and writing my prayer down as a journal, saying that no matter what I'd do my work with a hundred and ten percent even if I cannot go, then my mother came in am started talking to me about the Tuesday and Wednesday thing and that if I'd do my work I'd be allowed to go!! God is AWESOME!!!

FINALLY!! I can use on sugar!! I'm in the school library now. Rosanne's using the computuer beside me. Both of us have one goal. To accumilate research. enough for tomorrow that is. Megan's immersed in her book on the couch in the corner. I HAVE BEEN WAITING TO GET TO THE 'NEW TEXT' PAGE FOR ALMOST HALF AN HOUR!! Long right?? School computer is so so laggy. Anyway, I've just recieved my art N'level paper yesterday. And the topics are: Cross Section, Reflections, Water Sports, Brushes, Processions & Revolving. Google is so unspecific. I search 'girl waering shades' i get a DOG weraing shades. Is Google trying to say something? I'm freezing under the library air con!! So cold!!

I'm hungry.

I use the computer the same way a bookworm goes hiking. Once in almost a never. Feels like it though.

A Rundown of my week...

Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday: Chinese Paper 1 & 2  then Social Studies SBQ and SEQ in one paper lastly, English paper 1 & 2.I totally screwed up my social studies paper. T.T After the papers on wednesday, Went to watch G-Force with my family (including babies.) so only G-Force. It was cute though :) Thursday studied and slacked, Friday studied and slacked. I drew a drawing of two tigers in 1&a half hoursss. Not much details though. That's all I remembered :( supposed to go holiday after my exams but then a brother got STUDY CAMP!?!?! It's not the stayover kind.basically, you go to school in the morning, study till late afternoon or sth then go home -.- it's the holidays!! WHO GOES FOR STUDY CAMP!?!?! WHO!!?

Saturday, WENT FOR CHURCH!! yay!! Before cell and church met up with Rosanne and Timothy and Joylynn and Andy at buddies. The Jie En and Guo Wei and Gladys and Jun Jie joined us. Gals went to church first. played " blind mice" !! super funny. First time the blind one is Warren.(HAHA! SLOWNESS (suan YOU!!) Then Andy. (He's like some tornado, like super scary the way he find people.) I fell down like immediately after he started cause the shelf I was standing on had WHEELS!! ARRGH!! wasted. So anyway I was the next blind one. So weird having no sight. I wanna find the few books Andy talk about.seems interesting "Undercover"

Sermon Sister Wan Ping talked about prayer. About how to pray. :)

Dinner @ the chicken rice stall. Took pictures. Me & joylynn squish Noelle's face. I poke hard!! opps sorry. can see the dent.

Ohoh see the dent 0.0 din know so hard

Then caught a ride hoooommmmee with Carissa.

IT IS SUNDAY TODAY AND SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!! T.T  can I please dun go?